I hate everything and everyone.

I weighed 136 today.

I want peach crisp and a big glass of milk. 

Today I weight 137.5 lbs.  This is a normal variation for me, rather than the results of the diet (boo-hoo ( Read more... )

David and I have decided to embark on the Keto diet together.  The theory of this diet is to "starve" your body of carbohydrates and feed it fat so your body is forced to derive enery from fat stores via a process within the liver ( Read more... )

Does anyone use this anymore?  I'm surprised I remembered my login information.

Today I made a makeup review video with my camera phone because that's how much I don't want to write these papers due tomorrow.

Fuck.

I hate it when people talk about relationships in terms of months, or celebrate  monthly anniversaries in a public way.

"We've been together for 13 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3333333333"

NO.

YOU'VE BEEN TOGETHER ONE YEAR, DAMMIT.

"We just celebrated our 16 month anniversary!"

NO.

YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS NOT A GOD DAMN TODDLER ( Read more... )

I'm resurrecting my old LJ once again to spit out some thoughts onto paper, perhaps so they can be more easily forgotten ( Read more... )

I was struck by a suddenly contemplative mood and recalled the words of my mental health clinical instructor - writing down one's thoughts helps achieve catharsis ( Read more... )

( Feelings n' shit )

Today I trimmed my own bangs because I couldn't see a bloody thing anymore.  It turned out alright, probably can tell it's not even close up, but I don't really care.  They need to be a little shorter yet, but I didn't trust my old dull scissors to go anywhere near my brow line without being horrible uneven ( Read more... )

Preface

How many times had I dreamt about a warm hand cupping my flushed face, deep eyes staring into mine, and soft lips uttering the soundless words, “I love you”?  A mysterious, clouded figure always entered my sleep and stole my heart, night after night.  Sometimes his hair was jet black and silky smooth, extending down his back into long pleats ( Read more... )