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self-conclusion
remember me?
alright.
hit me.
anonymous posting gogogo!
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we'd dance like a heart attack
i wrote this, last night. latelatelate. listening. always listening. thinking. breathing:
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i'm lying on the couch now, buried under blankets cos fuck the heat, i awnt soft warmth pressed against my skin. the digital display is flashing green 11:51. i sort of wish i could go back in time forty minutes, cos id know exactly what you're thinking. id ( Read more... ) -
destruction at its finest
fire in your gut.
chest full of sulfur and ash.
it's turned your heart a charcoal black.
swallow your lighter and chase it with liquor.
the explosions in your lungs will
ignite that much quicker.
the smoke smothers words st-st-stuttered
in your mouth.
I’ll be the fireworks in your veins.
the grand finale.
the flush of your face.
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put out the sun on the day that we died
in the desert we breathe through our skin/ the boy had thunderstorms clouding his eyes
softly singing summer siren
dashed her love upon the rocks.
sailors clutch chained silver hearts
filled with gently waving locks.
ships leave port without their crew,
traded out for girls with eyes the size of the moon.
the salt burned time out of every clock-
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"the doctor told my mom she should have had an abortion"
id marry the madness that left me alone in the dark<---listen.love.
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Listen the fuck up.
You have a girlfriend.
Don't look at me that way.
I'll scorch these butterflies to cinders.
She could have been me.
Only, I'm pretty sure it's my fault.
Oh well, too late.
You're taken and I'm engaged.
Fuck this shit, lol. I'm making a blogspot.
White text on a black background.
Gonna be fucking intense.
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my heart is on my sleeve
my scars are not just scars.
they are battle wounds, indifferent to victory or defeat.
they are my history through my perspective.
they are fading.
vague dark crisscrossing, shadows of veins.
ghosts of pain, of want, of fear, of loneliness. of revenge.
ghosts that aren't quite as dead as you'd like;
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i'll destroy this useless heart, i'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again
i'm selfish as selfish comes
and i break hearts without lifting a finger.
but this doesnt make me feel any better all.
i don't want any part of this world.
i need someone to shake me awake,
"darling you're only dreaming."
nightmares, fistfights, fucking, and screaming.
i need to wake up
wake up
wake up.
please, i dont want any of this anymore.
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i just want to break you down so badly
i clung to your voice like it was a life-raft.
the wires wrapped around my wrists,
you kept my head above water.
i was drowning in a sea of mercury,
swept away off of nights plutonium shore.
when i fall among clouds, black sheep, underdogs and thunderstorms.
it will be your hands around my waist,
sneaking under the dark velvet slip of summer dreaming,
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