LIFE ( Read more... )

I WANTED TO SHOW THAT I LOVE U, I WANTED U TO KNOW THAT I HATE U, I WANT U TO LOVE ME...... EVERYTHING U SAY IS SO MEAN......EVERYTHING I SAY IS OPPOSITE.....WHY CANT I JUST FORGET......WHY WONT IT JUST GO AWAY....I STILL THINK ABOUT U ALL THE TIME....BUT WHY SHOULD I BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE LIKE U....WHY SHOULD I SIT AND CRY......WHEN U DONT CARE ( Read more... )

GUESS WHOOS BACK…….what’s up ladies and gents, OGDEN IS BACK, and I’m better then ever…. I am in such good spirits, I guess I can tell u all a lil bit of my 45 day stay at the county jail…. It was the worst experience I have ever had in my life…. I lost a lot well I was in there, I lost a lot, I wish it didn’t have to be that way, but at least now ( Read more... )

well laddies and gents........ there have been way to many sad and DUMB journal entries... i am on a new road, and even if it is lookin shitty, well i guess i just got the future to look forward too.... u know it might be shitty being single over christmas and shit.... but theres nottin i can do about that... i guess i just have to excepted the ( Read more... )

FUUUUUCK THIS........ NO MORE AM I DEALING WITH THE PAIN.... NO MORE....... NO MORE SLAPS IN THE FACE....DONT WORRY, U DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME BEING MEAN, NO MORE, AND SAYING THINGS RASH, NO MORE... NO MORE DO U HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY BULLSHIT...... NO MORE....... NO MORE DO U HAVE TO ACT LIKE U CARE, WHEN TRULLY U DONT...... NO MORE DO U HAVE TO ( Read more... )

Why do I try, try to deny all the lies, that are right before my eyes, as I sit and cry, sometimes I wonder why, why I hide, why it has to be this way, even though it just seems I am walking in circles, I just wish it would all go away, wish I could hide, from this fear, I have never felt so scarred before………fuck it I have nottin to say……. Just ( Read more... )

ur a drunk mess........thank u for falling asleep.....grr....homes;)

Sure but wait, maybe no, maybe I don’t know, maybe u don’t know, who really knows, I sure don’t know, u say yea, but I see no, u tell me don’t worry, but baby I do, u say don’t touch, don’t worry I wont, don’t call, sorry but I have to, I say I have no control, I say u r in control, I just don’t know, u push away, soon It will drive me down, just ( Read more... )

WELL AT LEAST I GOT ONE THING GOIN FOR ME........:)

PINK FLOYD LYRICS ( Read more... )