At work, we've just completed a huge project. It took three people all month to do. The whole thing was due today. Pressure was high as time had run out. My lessons where holding up delivery. My Mind started with it's usual drone of how much I stink at life and how many people will suffer cause my work is so bad. "if you deleted those files there ( Read more... )

The world is Unprecedentedly vast. The mind cannot comprehend the vastness of it all. From the depths of the sea to the reaches of space. Consciousness is that. Consciousness is also, the lowest of the lowly things of the world you know. The most amazing thing is that Consciousness is that AND is that also. This sounds odd but it's true. The song ( Read more... )

Did you see what I saw? I turned on the TV for the first time in almost ten years. When I did I saw a black man behind the president-elect podium! Then I saw black man arm and arm with a white man as they greeted their voters as the new presidential administration. I saw the manifestation of every flower-child and hippy: of every person who stood ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! I'm finally back to the internet after moving. This are finally somewhat settled and I'm now making progress towards my new life. I'm looking into programs for my web site design company and have FINALLY connected to the web. I'm hoping the high energy of my this place is not bogged down by my additive habits and poor self image. ( Read more... )

So apparently you can you the LJ chat program to Post to your LJ. Makes sense really but since I don't have anyone's LJ chat name and have never used it I didn't really think it was possible. It just goes to show... Anything is possible. I'm...starting ...to...get..scared..  (you don't have to respond thanks for just reading) In one week I will be ( Read more... )

I think this is pretty self-explanatory... the new owners of LJ really do NOT get it yet. Perhaps a little dent in their posting statistics might make them notice.... the other action I like the idea of is EVERYONE adding "Anti-censorship" to their interests, seeing if it could get into the top interests ( Read more... )

Having lived in Sin for many-a- year I can now attempt to summarize and create a tool to reduce sin in ones life. I'm writing this. So the views and beliefs are in fact those of the establishment. =^_ ( Read more... )

I write this lying in bed. I've sinned again and I'm not prod of it. I find public confession to be much more effective than with a priest ( Read more... )

I was thinking a lot about easter. The resurrection of Christ-God of heaven and everything else. These past few weeks I've had to personally cast stones at Christ and kill him as we all do. For he hath no sin MAY cast the first stone, but as a race we cast them often without right. We sin, and pass judgment on others without knowing the whole story ( Read more... )

The New calendar year is upon us. New years passed rather uneventfully save for a bit of wonder that occurred right at midnight in the form of my alarm going off, when I didn't set it at all. I thank God for connecting me with the amazing ( Read more... )