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[oh___ambivalent]

I know that I'm a difficult person. I know that I am hard to get to know. I know that I'm stubborn. I am very aware that I don't make friends easily, which is why I don't try. I'm also aware that this is why I can't be in relationships. except for himmm. I always thought he was so understanding and caring, and he's always put up with me. but lately

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[turbo_fairy]

this is just what you call boy trouble. i know exactly how you feel. it sucks. bc friends and then going to relationship changes the whole friends thing...believe me. it'll be hard but you got to get past the bs and just try to enjoy life. and its just like me and my whole if my family can't then who can love me. well honey i say that but deep down i know that someone out there has to eventually love me. there is someone out there for everyone...well usually more than one too. i think you and i are very similar and well we don't deal with things well..keep it all to ourselves and let it build up..gotta be a better way. you'll be alright, it'll all work out. always here to talk and listen. words of wisdom is my thing. mwah

lovejen

[oh___ambivalent]

I know, I'm sure everything will work out. I just wish I could fast forward up to the point where everything is fine!

oh, and about the townhouse. I would LOVE to live with you guys. plus, that's very affordable. I wouldn't be able to move in until around the middle of summer though, because I am looking for a new job right now, and I need to save some money. have you registered for wake tech yet?

[an0nym0us_err0r]

at least you can see the problem.
thats def a step in the right direction to working with change.

and i really dont think you have a sucky personality... at least during the times we talk (and come to think of it, its been awhile from the last time we talked haha)

good luck gettin it resolved, im here for help as always.
<3

[oh___ambivalent]

thanks josh.
and, I know ! we need to talk more.
or even better...hang out.