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I've come to a lot of realizations, and it has definitely put me in a much better mood. I guess I've just realized that there are some things I cannot change, and I can accept it ( Read more... )

I wrote a long entry, but then I deleted it, just like most everything else I write in here. it was stupid, or I am stupid. eitherway, I just want to say that I want something permanent. just one thing that will not change, or one person who will not go away.

hey, well. last night was nice. spencer picked me up. we met up with amy, nick, joe, ryan, and anthony. I had a nice time there..except for some things I was thinking/feeling. then I met some of spencer's friends. they were okay. and then spencer and I went and sat in his room and talked a lot ( Read more... )

hey, guess what? I met a boy today and he got my phone number and we might hang out tomorrow ( Read more... )

last night was graduation. afterwards, I searched for my mom for awhile only to discover that she had left. well, that didn't feel too good ( Read more... )

friday night was a lot of fun. anna convinced me to go to the sock hop with her. it was nice, I havent seen josh, william, and daniel in far too long. and I got to see jen, ally, nick, joe, billy, josh h, julia, leigh, and a lot of other neat people. I also met a lot of awesome new people. after anna and I left the party, we went to zack's ( Read more... )

things aren't going well at all.
I guess I have a tendency to mess things up.
or, I just suck a lot.

well, both.

I am too mean...

thursday night was senior night. it was nice. afterwards, party at maggie's. that was fun, minus running through a muddy ditch.

friday I went to the lake, where a lot of people were. brian came with me, so he got to meet some people from sghs. that was fun and such, minus getting extremely, extremely irritated with lauren and the way she acts ( Read more... )

last night, a lot of fun was had ( Read more... )