today has been nice. yesterday was nice, too.

tonight, patrick and I are doing something fun. mom is giving me the money that she was going to give me for prom, because she feels bad that I cannot go and that I cried about it.

aubrey is having a girl! I can't wait until I have a neice.

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please don't say "I love you" to someone unless you really mean it.

the past few days have been amazing and great, minus school.
if anybody would like to tutor me in AlgII..please let me know. I have a 47%, and I need to pass this class to graduate. help! scream!


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I know that I'm a difficult person. I know that I am hard to get to know. I know that I'm stubborn. I am very aware that I don't make friends easily, which is why I don't try. I'm also aware that this is why I can't be in relationships. except for himmm. I always thought he was so understanding and caring, and he's always put up with me. but lately ( Read more... )

last night, I stayed at his apartment, like usual.
after this week, things felt awkward and different.
but then a lot of things were resolved which makes me really glad.I realized that the way I treat him (and other people) really isn't fair. I don't let him (or anyone) in, for fear of...anything. everything. I don't tell him anything. really. ( Read more... )

bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad day.

trend! ( 25 things that you most likely don't know about me. )

wednesday I'm going out to eat with jen. I'm really excited for this. my best friend since 6th grade and I haven't seen her since my birthday in january !!!??? so much to catch up on ( Read more... )

last night was so!!! fun.

I am looking forward to tonight.

i'm smiling.

I really need to write my final draft. RIGHT NOW.

I've been saying that for the last hour.
but really, I am about to do it.

I can't wait for friday. friday. fridayyy. and saturdaysaturday.
I'm in such a good mood, and I don't really know why. I don't have reason to be. I have reason NOT to be.

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