last night I went to patricks apartment (wow, is that all I ever do now?) and hung out with him and brian. I things were shitty at one point. but it seems something shitty always happens when we hang out, now. it was fixed, though ( Read more... )

I cannot sleep. I usually watch TV until around 3am. but I can't stand another minute of it. So here I am, online. fun.

I am really scared. worried. paranoid. scaredx1474373553. I hate myself. I can't be how he wants me to be, and I shouldn't try. but I do anyways. and I still can't do it. I always lie to myself. I think "hey, if I don't admit ( Read more... )

last night tipper came into work. that made me happy because I hate work. even though you quit livejournal, tipper, if you're reading this, thanks for coming in!!! it turns out that the same people are irritating us lately. wow. surprising ( Read more... )

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hey. I hope everyone has been doing well. I haven't talked to a lot of you recently ( Read more... )