i hate distance.
i hate moving.
i hate men who can't keep their mouth shut.
and i hate this lj name

xmusicax
add my new one.
other than that..everything is decent.

saturday i can't ever forget..i got a drumset...a polariod camera thanks to mimi and a fantastic show at churchills.i saw everyone.. meet almost everyone.i got a huge scratches on my face because of the guitar ppl smacked me into.I noticed I got alot of natural charm.. way lots of it.And it's pretty cool trying to get wih the fellows.Everything was ( Read more... )

i feel like every time i make an attempt or effort towards people and making changes in my life.. it doesn't happen and i fall flat on my face.i got really mad today...a lot of thoughts ran through my head and i think the only thing that saved me was that phone call from john asking how i was doing even though he was busy with something else i ( Read more... )

xbitterendingsx: la
choke maureen: you make me wanna
xbitterendingsx: la la

every AIM convo should start with a sing a long.

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thursday and friday ruled.
saturday and sunday i was sick
wack.

they keep stealing purses in front of my job.. scary. they robbed us inside too...bastards took my radio ! but yeah im getting paid now like 8.50 or 9 with an extra hr of work. so ill be selling my soul for money to pay bills.

wack.

New Year calls for new livejournal.This is a odd name and also a inside joke.. which was shit from last year. Im done with 2005 ( Read more... )

Jeff Rock N 27: i dont know you well enough to give you the old confidence pep talk, but if you dont believe in yourself no one will. they may say positive things, but only you can do what you want.

Jeff Rock N 27: im sure you know that already. as everyone does, but realizing is the hard part.

he's right.

I need to start getting my life in order... I honestly work just to pay off credit card bills and my cell phone and I don't even pay them on time ( Read more... )

I did some christmas shopping...I think. Not really.. more like " ohhhh this is cute.. I want it" Ugh. This is the terribe side of being a woman.Money and shopping don't honestly mix so well ( Read more... )