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okay okay.

what comes is better than what came before.

and if you care at all I'm happy here and I'm okay, but I suppose you don't. I will always wish you well no matter how much you wish this were an issue of hate. it will never be. I can hardly even remember what you feel like. the past is a passive thing. you're a lovely thing.

so,

NIKE JUST DO IT!!!

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Hope there's someone who'll take care of me when I die, will I go. Hope there's someone who'll set my heart free, nice to hold when I'm tired. There's a ghost on the horizon, when I go to bed. How can I fall asleep at night, how will I rest my head. Oh I'm scared of the middle place between light and nowhere. I don't want to be the one left in ( Read more... )

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okkervil river - for real ( Read more... )

I searched the city in vain and you were nowhere to be found. I wanted every stranger to be you.
cigarettes have lost their appeal, they only make my throat burn and my hands smell of the past.
I miss you more than you know. This is for so many you's.

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This summer I went swimming, this summer I might have drowned, but I held my breath and I kicked my feet and I moved my arms around. This summer I swam in the ocean, and I swam in a swimming pool. Salt my wounds, chlorined my eyes, I'm a self a self destructive fool. This summer I did the backstroke and you know that that's not all, I did the ( Read more... )