i thought i'd just say i added the following people to my new journal: alicia, allison, amy, avi, jessica, patrick, richard, and rochelle because those people have to be my friend. i make them. everyone else has a choice: PHOTOJOURNAL= http://m0nday.livejournal.com/profile
i've been spending about $400 a month on clothes the last few months. thats including shoes, so when that includes shoes it doesnt really say anything. but i've basically ran out of stuff i want. and then i realized what i don't have.
"Anxiety attacks and disorders can be particularly frightening because overwhelming fear and worry can easily take over and make life seem like it is just too hard to live."
this is the first time i'm having real doubts about this sean moving thing. i know it's only been five days. i know he is moving in with a family he has never lived with before. i know he is starting a new school. i know he is doing all of it because he has been a burden to his mother since two months after we started dated (putting the blame on
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i read some of my old journals. countless fights, spring break, moving to tracy, summer not seeing eachother for two months, +$400 phone bills, bootcamp threats, not talking for a very long week, breaking up "for good
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when i went to bed early to get up early, i didn't think i was going to wake up at 8:30am, and could the clock move any slower. i don't even know what to do with myself. i think i'll put music on my ipod for my road trip to tracy this afternoon. and pray to the zoloft gods for a relaxing drive, because halfway over the altamont, that anxeity gets
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