i've never seen my dad cry like that ( Read more... )

things are changing in my life
and all i want right now is my true friends which are able to recognize because they are there for me right now. i love you guys.

and im almost glad summer is fucking over
i need to forget forget forget

god fuck fuck fuck fuck fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
fuck me.
me. me
mmeeee.
jesus, and my mom.

shittttttttttttttt
i fucking missssss you.
shiiiit, i still want to talk to you.
right there.
in the ass,
fuck it

i reeally do not know. out of nowhere, i suddenly really miss it. i think seeing you tonight and seeing that look you gave me reminded me of last summer. it was the look you gave to me then as well. and then you left and it stopped for no reason.. and its so weird to think about. i looked all over for the letters you used to send me and i listened ( Read more... )

thanks for saying goodbye

i'm not expecting any sort of apology from you, and i guess i don't need one. i don't actually have any fucking idea what i was thinking..or what is stuck up your ass. you are just so confusing and i don't get why you keep saying things you don't mean, or don't do. i'm really upset, but it's my own fault. i told myself to not get back into this, ( Read more... )

im only happy to have spent some days with you.

im in whorgia. it's hot.

but do you not remember anything? ohhh, well
i'm happy if you're happy. just don't come to me anymore please.

you're welcomeeeee

how about missing someone so much

i need to make a fucking plan

life is really fucked up sometimes. i've gotten myself into this mess and now i have to get myself out. i just wish they're was something to look foward to.