friiiiiidaaaaaay got ready with sabrina jill alyssa and saaaaammm. went to the party, i didnt really want to go becuase i knew i was going to feel awkward and not know anyone and i wasnt even invited but then garrick invited me and i felt better and decided to go. it was fun to say the least but i feel bad for their house, girls pukin everywhere ( Read more... )

im pretty sick. this vaca has been fantastic. yesterday was crazy but the night before that leading into the morning was even crazier! wow. can't believe i'm doing this to myself AGAIN and in a few months, maybe earlier, i know im gonna feel hurt again. oh geezeeeeeee why do i do these things ANYWAYS

I cant wait for pictures from the other nihgt. ( Read more... )

last night was crazy. 
went to eric masters house with sam. 
me and eric and tyler RUN pong tablessssss and so so sick at guitar hero. didn't lose one game.

but now i really, really have to worst hangover. ever.

Some girl came up to me today and asked 
"When do you move back to Germany?"
.......

1/30/08 will be a life changing experience. 
Samantha and I are going to see theee.....
ssssspppiiicccceeeee ggggiirrrrllllsss
.. hallelujah, and amen to that sistah!.

Dear Winter ( Read more... )

I swear to God [no pun intended] if people just converted to my religion, people wouldn't be walking around like they have a stick up their ass ( Read more... )

Today was such an adventure.

Went to some old factory in gardner with sam, ed, eric masters, jeff g and tom.
Climbing up and down rusty old ladders and climbing through broken windows/doors was insane
but deffinatly worth it.

I honestly have been in the best mood this past weekend. This weekend has been brilliant. I know who I am, I've found myself ( Read more... )

I love life. It's beautiful. I'm surrounded by beautiful people, beautiful friends, beautiful things and happiness all around. I feel so free. What an adjustment.

afghaaaaniiiiii gooooo

I need to stop sucking the life out of myself. I'm not the type of person who would normally care so much about something so little. I feel like my pockets are full of anxiety and it's weighing me down, and in everything I digest has a slight taste of depression. I need to be the Courtney I used to be.

I'm going to live in the absolute present and ( Read more... )