I was honestly not expecting such a mixed bag of emotions at deleting my journal. 

You know, it's hard to delete something that was a part of your life for 11 years. But at this point, I just don't want access to who I was back then. I've read through a lot of my old journal; I was an asshole. I don't know how anyone stood me. The turning point, of course, was my oldest child. It was a rapid evolution from there, and one I am ( Read more... )