"When I am starving, I am weak, complacent, distracted and meek. At the same time I hold a power inside me like nothing else. It is a spiritual experience. You are dizzy, you walk with a bounce- and you know you need nothing but yourself to survive. You don't thrive on food or the comfort of others- you are enough."

I'm going to push you away.
I'm going to build up a wall.
I'm not an open book anymore.

WHAT IS LOVE
BABY DON'T HURT ME
DON'T HURT ME
NO MORE

Don't give me too much power, I'll take advantage of it.

how did your parents react?

Smashed on an apartment balcony.

(I was never happy)

the new mindless self indulgence cd = love

cocaine behind a bush

( it's not like it was on purpose )