i hate this place.

do you want to know (do you really want to know?) why i erase every entry i make???

it's because

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING ANYMORE.

i'm scared.

in my room, on my knees ( Read more... )

oh baby you've got me comin' on way too strong
oh baby i never wanted to need your love
your secret's not safe with me
oh i'll even lie to be free
i'll divulge everything
you can be blessed for your sins

Oh oh breathin's getting a little harder & harder

why am i never satisfied?

someone should teach me a lesson.

one i'm too scared to learn.

it just keeps getting better.

and better.

and better.

and better.

how will i keep up?

this weekend was ( Read more... )

i've had some requests to update this so...i am ( Read more... )

i have a serious urge to meet new people, make them laugh and wonder, keep them up at night, leave them wanting more.

i have a serious urge to be left alone for the rest of time.

someone please tell me i'm not the only one plagued by thoughts like these.

i never update this.

i think i just like paper better.

maybe one day.