well like so much has happened girlfriend ( Read more... )

had a war yesterday.... girls vs boys and guess who won - GIRLS OF COURSE!! it was a pen/pencil/anything we could get our hands on throwing war! it was like 7 lads vs 3 or 4 girls and all the lads ran out cos they were scared! haha! was the best lesson ive had in time hehe ( Read more... )

boohoo! *bawls* carpet is too expensive so have to have shitty boring cheap carpet. but my room will be FIRST room done in new house, yay ( Read more... )

mum just had an attack of guilt and is letting me have the bright fuck off pink carpet! yay!

went to buy carpet with my mum today. wanted the brightest fuck off pink one, which she loved too, but thought it would put buyers off, so i got pale purple instead. and got orangey thing for dads. was supposed to finish room today but cba. too peeved. in a mood all day. making new site. am really bored. no-one to talk to and nothing to do. ho hum.

harumphy. cant do it. i just cant. i did it again... picked up the phone and dialled but thats about it. i mean, what the fuck am i supposed to say? im never gonna be able to do anything about it. i want nothing more than to have a bit of confidence so i can just get it over and done with. even if i just ring up and get a rejection, at least i will ( Read more... )

ok so i met sian nd ema 2day n had a kool time.... i love sian so much iv missed her! then i get home n tlk 2 chaz/read ppls LJs, nd feel guilty cos i aint met chaz! so many peeps is unhappy nd i wish i cud change tht. makes me unhappy too! u bastards lol ( Read more... )

becca slept last night, she talks for england!! we went to hobbycraft and i made loadsa new bracelets, earrings nd a necklace! yay.

bought new jeans monday, nd a new top today. tis a gooorjus stripey tank top i lurve it lol.

went to see 50 first dates today which was soo sweet nd lurvely.

am gonna finish my room on friday - parts need sandin, ( Read more... )

chaz has been moanin @ me cos i havnt updated for time, so ere i am lol ( Read more... )

oh my days! where do i start? i kow... i will list the shit thats happened ( Read more... )