i wana cry >_<'

kay havn't written in a while.

Long story short..

Santas last week, with jeanii.
Made out, we were talking again. but i said fuck it.

and now i feel stupid but who cares.

I like a boy and a girl from cali.

go to mymyspace and read my HER blog..www.myspace.com/heyman_

kkkk? kay bye!

im really frustrated to the point i feel like crying. no one understands what im saying, always talking to me and asking me questions.. and i just can't. my throat hurts soo bad. and im sick and tired of writing on fucking note pads..why can't people just not talk to me .. =[ i feel like shit. and my tonsils are so huge ( Read more... )

mm.. Lifes okay. I'm avoiding all boys. Specially these 3 that don't stop stalking me. as for girls.. as usual hung over jeanii ( Read more... )

It's 10:02.. && I'm currently at my mothers job, waiting for Eva to call me so she can pick me up.

Eva && I signed up for Key Club, because we need community hours. Key Club helps us go to places offering hours. So we Signed up for all the places available. I even signed up for a Nursery Home.

I was really excited until I remembered:

- you need to get ( Read more... )

I'm in the most depressed mood.
I went to Jeaniis profile, and the comments her
girlfriend leaves her, the comments she left her girlfriends hurt the most.

I guess, honestly, its time to give up. If she hasn't come back & &its been more than a year and 3 months, what makes me think she'll come back soon. I love her. And sometimes, I even wish that i ( Read more... )

Drama
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