Boys
Boys
Boys.

I dont know who is genuine anymore, I want to believe everything that everyone says to me. But I dont.
Like " You're the only girl I'm interested in" from a boy who lives 1000 miles away.
Or, "You're perfect for me, I want you to be mine" from a boy who I had the biggest crush on when I was 15, and would have probably been with if it ( Read more... )

 
The silence keeps it easy
keeps you safe for the moment.
As you're walking away
your foot steps get louder.
All you needed was time
now time will destroy us.

It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.

I gave you ( Read more... )

 You'll never meet anyone as negative as I am sometimes ( Read more... )

 Im feeling very claustrophobic lately. Lke I'm spinning in a space thats too small ( Read more... )

I hope my smile ( Read more... )

Who's the one that decides everyhing will be alright?
Wear diamonds on the inside, so they'll never see all of you.

Oh brother I can't, I can't get through ( Read more... )

So go on ( Read more... )

I dont know why I'm wide awake a 5:13 am.
I dont know why I have this bowling ball in my stomach.

I'm finding out that I've fallen down, and I cant do this alone.
'This' being anything, life in general.

Trust me, this time I'll listen.

I 
am
alone
always
maybe
this
is
my 
way
to
help
myself
life
knows
my
flaws 
so
it 
tries
to
fix
them.

I need life to be back to normal, normal as can be and productive.