I hate re-reading all of my old journal entries. I dont even recognize myself in these words that have poured out of me on here ( Read more... )

 Tears come streaming down your face.
When you lose something you cant replace.
When you love someone, but it goes to waste-
Could it be worse?

I have completely lost all rational thought and entered the biggest downward spiral of my lifetime.
I'll never get out of this.

All the times I tasted love
Never knew quitre what I had
Darling if you hear me now
I never needed you so bad.

Sail away with my honey,
I put my heart in your hands.

My house is freezing. Not only in temperate but in heart and happiness. People are slipping through the cracks of my fingers- I havent determined whether or not thats because they choose to be away from me. Or I have chosen to push them away with no regret on getting them back. Its no secret that my life is not at all what it seems anymore. From ( Read more... )

 This is going to be bad.
Its like inching up to the top of the building with a gun pointed to your back.
You know they're going to make you jump, and you're going to fall and splat on the concrete.
But this sick part of it is that the entire time you loved every second.

Relationships are fucking stupid

I find myself needing you to be

 Apparently I'm being 'phased out.'
Hahah you're all pathetic

 Work sucks, but its really not as bad as I think it is.
Im just miserable.

I dont think this will work.
I'm setting myself up to be dissapointed, I know it.

I love A day to remember
And I am obsessed with new Mae

And I am obsessed with " I dreamt I was an architect"- The Decemberists

REALLY like him.
REALLY want to see him
REALLY wish he didnt live in Florida

 LURKING STATUS.

I need to make my livejournal private.
Or atleast take the link off my myspace.

We got all night, just to make it alright.
Would you take a walk with me?
I’ll give you all I got, just spare me your time.
And I’ll promise you won’t want to leave.
Are you, are you falling for me?
This time, we’ll find what we both need.

There’s an old oak tree
We can swing and sway.
We'll lock arms and lay
(you’re so far away)
When I look at you.
You’re ( Read more... )