i have three weeks left of my freshman year in college ( Read more... )

i don't feel wanted. i have a constant nauseous feeling in my stomach. i don't want to get out of bed. i don't want to eat and when i do eat, i can't stop. my thoughts are random and jump around. i can't think straight. i'm undesirable.

Dear Family,
I HATE YOU.

Always, Rebecca

i want to go back to spring and summer of 2005. when i smoked lots of pot. hung out with the best people in the entire world. spent days at the saulnier house with nick and wore my hair in pigtail braids. fires in our backyards. friends showing up at the house unannounced. exploring manchester. i want to go back. i want to be content with no ( Read more... )

i have a cold ( Read more... )

today i decided i love college ( Read more... )

I am at college in Vermont. It's pretty much amazing. This is my home for the next four years and I am extremely happy with that.

AUSTRALIA SUCKS.

can't wait to leave the house and stay in the hostal. because there is free pasta and CENTRAL HEATING! oh yeah. did i mention that i hate kangaroos too. k thanks. bye.

i just graduated high school ( Read more... )

i had an amazing weekend.
thank you very much.