I missed out on the first 21 years of your life...I can't let another day go to waste. I can't let a piece of your go forgotten or unappreciated. I love you. In all the purest ways a woman knows how to love.

when the days get so long, and the air thins out so much more...well I try and put my faith in god and turn my face to the sun. But the sun is always hiding these days. but the people ramble on. so forgive me if I'm tired of the song and dance routine...but darling I'm not happy. this sadness isn't me ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting at this party and the world is ending, well...not really. To me it is, it really feels like the world is ending. Everyone is sitting around shooting the shit with these huge grins on their faces acting like they don't know the end is coming soon. To me it is. I'm nervous, I keep checking the door making sure no one else is coming in ( Read more... )

I told chris a few days ago I am only truly inspired when I am sad. When the world feels like it is too much. Honestly, that was the truth. But sometimes I wish I was better at writing love stories. I wish I still wrote at all. I'm uninspired lately. I hope winter break changes things. I am a fiend on tumblr though, so if you have a tumblr let's be ( Read more... )

GOING TO SEE ABOUT GETTING CONTACTS ( Read more... )

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the only people who aren't pissing me off are the people I barely see or talk to. I wish that was a lie. I'm so fucking frustrated.

And someday the world will learn to breathe, slow steady rhythmic breaths. And someday the it wont feel like everything is crashing down. At night when my head hits the pillow I'll think of you. Those blue eyes, those pink lips stretching into a kind smile, I'll count every inch of you as a blessing. Give thanks to god or whoever that you are in my ( Read more... )

if his parents move it'll be the end of us...with my school and work schedule I just wont be able to handle it.
We can't move in together, with his job and my school we can't really afford it.
I'm scared.

If you can't find what you want, should you just be fine with what you get?