everything is catching up,
the tears will be here soon,
the anger will be here soon,
influenced by memorys
the day i met you,
the day we walked through the park not saying much,
just nervous smiles on our faces,
latenight phone calls with suposedly meaningfull 'i love yous' woven in ( Read more... )

i had breakfast at jasmyns work but...she didnt slip me her number like she promised.
yesterday i was fun.
i miss my friends alot now and summer.

i have been thinking alot and i dont know if this was meat to be?

today i get to see drake and justin.
jasmyn is sleeping and needs to wake up.

i hate my boyfriend

i like the feeling of spining around in my computer chair ( Read more... )

i smell dinner.

i dont want to go to youth group tonight i doubt i will cause jasmyn is having jeff pick me up and then we are hanging out with him most likely.

she got me the torn skirt to read!
thank you.

i doubt i will fall asleep though.

i had a great day the events of my great day are as follows ( Read more... )

you spin me round
you pick me up
you turn around
im always stuck on
the words you say
the promises you make
the way you push me away
the pharses you have written
the way you say i love you
the way you say goodnight
you spin me round
you pick me up
you push me down
untill im stuck

i knew this would happen.
i didnt know when or how.
but i knew.
im annoying the hell out of you.
as i knew i would.
i warned you as well.
i told you i was annoying.
i told you you would get sick of me.
o well i guess.
maybe its for the best?

justin and ben are going to be in town tonight i doubt i will see them but they are going to be in town.