im horible.

dont ever buy birthday cake ice cream EVER.
it is digusting.
ewwwwwwwwwww...
im getting a cold.
it feels like sunday.
and i feel like i have to go back to school tomorow.
and see the one and only friend i have who is now working which means that i will be bored out of my mind for the rest of my life.

i have a throbing pain in the back of my head.
im going to go back to bed.

i got five books at the library today:
The Parallel Universe of Liars.
Unimaginable Zero Summer.
This Lullaby.
and
Stealing Henry.
im excited to read them.
i hope they are good.

its jasmyns first night at work....

my stepmom and i were talking last night and i decieded that i want to be a field photographer.
and if you dont know what that is then you are crazy.
but i must get ready for school.

i got in trouble for saying that my freinds mom was being bitchy towards me.
i hate being honest sometimes because you get into trouble.
so now i am getting my GED and not going to school anymore.
and i think my parents want to take me to counsling because im suposedly "out of control"
ahhhhhhh this is sooo gay.

i dont want this now.
i want to be left alone.
i dont want to be held.
i dont want to be touched.
i dont want to be loved.
i dont want to be ridiculed.
i dont want to be talked to.
i dont want to be reasoned with.
i just want to be alone.

i hate english essays.
it is a dull writing exprierence.
especialy when you cant think of a thing to say.

i got transatlanticism yesterday and it reminds me of summer at jasmines.
andi almosted starte crying last night cause i miss everyone soo much.
summer was amazing.
i miss my friends.

why me when there is so many others you could have?