SO much fucking bullshit happened yesterday... I don't even want to get into it. Basically, I am banned from seeing Liz and Rachel for two weeks (just in time for them to go back to college! How special!), grounded for 24 hours, and... yeah. I was almost hospitalized. Apparently, I was threatening suicide. Also, my parents are a bit in tune with my ( Read more... )

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Well, I was really angry yesterday up until around 9PM. Not only was I pissed off, I was upset. Hurt. But whatever, man, shit fucking happens, right? I just have to remind myself that no one is trustworthy. You can't count on anyone except yourself. A word of advice: Don't start things you can't finish. My hopes were high and came crashing down in ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot. Last night was... I don't fucking remember. There was great parts before my memory lapsed, however. Like watching a documentary about The Donner Party with Rachel and Cat. It was fucking intense. Sick. Disturbing. Then I borrowed the DVD of the first season of Dawson's Creek from my sister and ended up watching four episodes. Liz is ( Read more... )

Last night was full of drunken escapades. I have many, many pictures of the festivities on my digital camera, but I'm too lazy to post them here. Basically, Pilgrim Diner and my basement was rocking. Helene, Buzz, Liz, Rachel, Cat, Kirsten, Jaini, Scott. We saw BJ from a fucking million years ago when Nick Kuhl got head from two girls at his New ( Read more... )

This time last year I was in Seattle, freaking out because I thought my girlfriend at the time was cheating on me. I'd rather not say her name, even though everyone knows who she is... I am just thoroughly disgusted with the fact that we 'were'. Talk about a six month long rebound. Anyway, now I'm home. I got a truckload of gifts from the family ( Read more... )

Rehab was successful. My favorite pothead relapsed and is most likely getting sent away for six months. I'm going to miss him. He's such a great guy, from what I've learned of him so far ( Read more... )

Did I mention that Adderol is GODLY ( Read more... )

It's been a strange morning. I went to therapy and apparently there was talk about dissociative qualities in my personality. Psychologically, I am currently off the wall. My therapist has reason to believe that due to traumatic events in my past, I have a reoccurance of black outs. Perhaps this is why my memory is so damaged. My goal for today is ( Read more... )

Apparently, opiates came up in my urine. How that is possible... I do not fucking know. I have been sleeping all day. I'm just so tired. I have no reasonable explanation for this either. I'm sure many people want me hospitalized, currently, but I do not wish it so. There is some talk about me being diagnosed as 'sociopathic', or something. I'm ( Read more... )