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pick a song, any song. the hidden song.
its so long ago but i still miss her.
life is for the dead. -
figure me/my out
times they are a-changing.
i am currently on the outs with friday. everytime we fight, i instigate the make-up. well, im tired of doing that. this time, im going to let him come to me how he sees fit. if he wants to lay on the couch and emote, by all fucking means, do that. but it will solve nothing, and sooner or later i will get tired and ( Read more... ) -
swg
lately i do not want friday around. i get tired of his clinging nature. earlier he wouldn't let go and it annoyed me to know end. after i left he called to tell me he loved me and how great i am and i clenched my teeth and rolled my eyes. i've become patronizing as of late ( Read more... ) -
i am about to cry.
i need something to cheer me up and i can almost guarantee i won't find it here ( Read more... ) -
how the fuck.
how the fuck.
how the FUCK.
how the fuck did he do this?
he pretty much straight-out said he liked me.
that he wouldn't come between friday and i because he knew how devoted to him i was.
but hypothetically, what if he did say he liked me ( Read more... ) -
i love you?
I love you. I love you.... man? I love cake? WTF????
He said 'I love you' tonight at work, but I assumed he was just joking around, so I made a joke out of it.
Later, it got weirder.
I'm still sorting everything out. -
lesson #1
i should stop spending my time wishing for what i don't have, and spend it instead appreciating what i do. -
grahficks
finally, my cell phone is getting some use. spent over half an hour talking to J-Y, and then called Atreyu for the first time, to let him know I wouldn't be at work tonight. What was supposed to be a simple call ended up being an almost eight-minute call about the smiths, the cure, depeche mode, new order, and joy division. nonstop talking. we' ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
i am:
too old
too fat
too ugly
too self-conscious
too involved
too mature
too left of center
he is:
too young
too beautiful
too self-conscious
too religious
too perfect
keep that in mind when you start thinking bad things! -
godchild
It's been over a week since I last saw Atreyu, because we are both on vacation. I won't see him until Monday night, and earlier I actually counted down the hours until I would see him ( Read more... )