going to be in florida the 20th- jan. 2nd. very excited, it will help take my mind off of all of this shit around here.
then as soon as i get back i start school.
so thats def something to look forward too.
i plan on getting no sleep and partying my ass off!
fun times to be had <33333333

i think this is the most depressed i've been in a long time. i wish i was in melbourne and i never thought i would be saying that!!!!
i cant take this place...

today was court. it was so hard to see him. they are continuing the trial till jan 11th and the detective told me it will be continued again on that day as well!!! man i just want this to be OVER!!! i really feel like i am giving up on love. it never seems to be true love for me, nothing but lies and hurt. i am trying to have faith but i find ( Read more... )

so the asshole came back and beat the ever living shit out of me,again. he almost broke my nose and fucked up my hand pretty bad. he also strangled me, i seriously thought i was going to die. well here in the state of NC strangling someone is a felony so he will be going away for a while and i also have a restraining order so if he comes near me ( Read more... )

i am thinking about shutting this whole damn things down ( Read more... )

i cannot WAIT until my mother comes home!!!!! the only thing that sucks is her flight comes in @ 6am!!!! so i have to leave my house @ 3:30 am! i really dont know how i am going to stay awake because i have no one to ride with me. i guess a lot of caffine could do the trick...we'll see ( Read more... )

i feel better now

its been a while since i've updated so here it is ( Read more... )

i am working hard.
having fun with all the crazy kids up here.
cannot wait to come home.
school is calling my name.
my wallet got stolen with every kind of identification i have!!!! how lame!
other than that everything is great.

xo<3

things keep changing for me, but i am going to just go with the flow ( Read more... )