and we're back down.

i honestly think i am the most jealous girl in the entire world.. ever. there's not even a reason to be jealous, but i'm irrational, and i believe in things that aren't there.. i'm a fucking idiot. all the time.

it doesn't help that i still don't know his feelings, and it hurts my heart. all i know is, is that i care more than ( Read more... )

I want him to want me more than I want him.

Is it so much to ask? Has it already come true?

I'm too afraid to ask him his feelings so I'll never know.

And I'm afraid of rejection. Damn it.

I figured out my problem.

I just need more than have.

I need two more things in my life to be truly happy.

And I need a Harris, if you know what I mean.

I'm so stressed out right now. I don't know what I want out of life anymore. I have two very distinct paths and no idea how to pursue either of them. I'm a huge mess of a human being who knows exactly why, but can't fix it. I have too many ideas floating around that are never going to happen. I want some of those ideas too much to know that they ( Read more... )

NEWSFLASH!!!!

I'M AN IDIOT!!

I fall for people too quickly. For no reason..

The more they piss me off, the more I like them.

damnit. damnit. damnit.

There is so much overreaction.

ALL THE TIME.

Why am I so insecure? Why do I think that everyone hates me?

ugh... I guess I'll go back to waiting now.

So, I def. had to clean up SHIT at work.. I did, and it was disgusting ( Read more... )

Jessica Huynh just made me a kick ass layout that includes the love of my life Sunshine.

And, since me and j.huynh and cozzy got back into this thing to share feelings, might I say that I suck at life. I overreact to everything.

I am so full of jealousy right now, that I think I'm seriously turning green.

and, I could seriously kill some people right now. Like, really seriously kill them.

OMG THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPER CONCERT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!