I called you up to see if maybe we could hang out. and I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely. but I bit my lip and you said, "yes". and I thought of how beautiful the night would be. and I thought maybe we could drive around talking about your town. or we could just stay at home and I could win you over acting cool. just like real romance.

you make me fucking sick.

FINALLY UNGROUNDED! this time, im gonna make it last ;D

SUMMERS COMIN!

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that is SO fucked up.
you're so fucked up.

i need to gain my parents trust back
i need to stop getting caught      i need to stop doing things that can get me in trouble.
i have to focus on what's good for me.

i'm having my ups and downs. i don't like a lot that's going on right now, but im trying to make it work. i've found a lot of happiness being around new and exciting people. i wont let anyone bring me down. I plan to keep most secrets to myself and a close few from now on, mainly because i dont like what could be said about the current situation i' ( Read more... )

im trouble.

i'm going to do what makes me happy.
i'm going to do what makes me happy.
i'm going to do what makes me happy.
don't try to bring me down, i wont listen to a word you say.
i need to do things on my own, and make my own mistakes.
from this point on, i refuse to live my life by anyone elses rules.
shoulds and should nots will not hold me back!

and nights like tonight remind me of why i need someone more mature. i was dumb for ever letting my self believe i could possibly go back to you. grow the fuck up, and choose your battles. this certianly didnt have to be one of them.