so lately i'm not sure what's wrong with me. i don't feel myself. i don't want to go out with my friends. i'm getting upset about things that shouldn't bother me. i'm really emotional, and i feel on the verge of tears often. i sleep, a lot. it's only been this week. i'm really hoping that it goes away, because i'm tired of being sad. i'm in this ( Read more... )

school is good. my friends are good. everything should be okay. everything would be great, if i wasn't so fucking stupid sometimes. i have everything. why do i have to even consider letting myself feel something for someone who i know is wrong for me. i know that he only wants one thing from me, and that i shouldn't talk to him. and i shouldn't ( Read more... )

oh gosh. so monday i hung out with diana..and jeff. he's such a nice guy. i was proud of myself for not doing something, that i sort of wanted to. lol. and now paul's trying to make himself present again. there's something about him, i just can't stay away. the more bad things he does, the more i wish he'd make up for it. it's really bad. today i ( Read more... )

so saturday i went to tim's with diana. i had so much fun. i got really drunk, and texted everybody as usual. i texted paul and somehow we made things between us okay again. i'm glad. needless to say, i'm glad i sucked it up and told him how i felt. because it turns out, it's going to be worth it. i had my math final today, i did okay. i ended up ( Read more... )

so everything has been pretty good. i got a lot of my christmas shopping done last weekend, and i'll probably finish this weekend. i'm excited, i love christmas. =] this is my last week of school, and then the week after i have three finals on monday and tuesday, and then i'm done! my grandma is gonna come up with me and help me pack and then i'll ( Read more... )

good news folks, i'm feeling better! haha i'm so pumped. well my roomate just left for hawaii. which means i won't see here until monday! craaaazy, haha. i have to work tomorrow and i really don't want to. i have a feeling it'll be busy. wednesday the university shuts down at 5, so my math is cancelled. after career and professional issues in ( Read more... )

i have bronchitis.
it sucks. =[

so friday was really really fun. i had, suprisingly, a great night at work. after work i went to jimmy's with diana mae. i drank way too much, but it was fun. =D haha. today i hung out with my mom for a little while, and i went to the grocery store for her. i'm such a nice daughter, lol. then i hung out with dee, kp, and her friend nicole. it was ( Read more... )

( you greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve. )

well, i didn't hang out with matt on friday. he had a really bad night, and i just talked to him all night to try to keep him calm. everything's okay now though, thank god. he's gonna sleep over this saturday, woo! =] saturday i went to the mall with my grandma. i got my boots, and she got me some clothes for yoga, and a pair of work pants that ( Read more... )