Her embrace was an immense press ( Read more... )

I know she's sitting around wishing us dead but nothing is ever fair. He's fairly taking up my time and I'm slowly starting to believe in days ending and starting once again. I know it's all the lovey dovey simon and grafunkle, the hundred or more cups of tea I consume when I'm trying to be articulate and all the time on planes and in airports I've ( Read more... )

yesterday we went to the ocean and it was freezing cold outside. It was the single greatest day of exploring I have ever had in my entire life. I have silent video footage of some of the prettiest parts. I think watching a pretty girl run down an almost frozen shoreline through a foot of seafoam and salt water wind really changed my life. i want to ( Read more... )

For the first time i feel like my heart will break of strange intolerable thought and miles and miles and miles stabbing me in the chest. I have "bleeker street" playing over and over again and the windows open and things to accomplish. The songs too beautiful to listen to alone sometimes. I'm having dreams about a french-canadian vampire every ( Read more... )

Eugene is seriously the weirdest place I have ever been in my entire life. Everyone looks at you all weird, especially if you cook stuff like a giant tub of mac and cheese in a butter container in a vegan kitchen. Everyone in this co-op makes me so uncomfortable and the only retaliaion is to be wasted all the time and stoned as shit and eating ( Read more... )

im so ready to be really far gone.

bye bye. be home soon....maybe.

Fleetwood mac/stevie nicks and neil young have been soothing me to extremes somehow. and I am not one to be soothed let that be known ( Read more... )

I was driving home from work today when i got to the end of commerce road, it was all blocked off with cop cars all the way down to my driveway. My heart sank and the first thing i thought about was my brother. I called home and it was busy. I had my heart in my throat thinking my matty got into an accident andnobody would answer the damn phone! ( Read more... )

I'm so sick I want to rip my own face off of my face.
I'm so sick and I'd rather die than work 2 doubles in a row.
I'm so sick and I wish someone would take care of me and feed me soup and tuck me into my electric heated blanket.

I can't stop whining. uhhhhhhhh!.

and i'm sad that everyone probably went out dancing tonight. boo hoo me.

"I can't wait to eat french onion soup with you. I love you ( Read more... )