Ginny tried to drag me into the flimsy canoe to take me away to the adriaic sea. Ske had her baby soft arms wrapped around mine and she had wet sad silly tears in her eyes. Saying "nothing nothing will make me leave you." I didn't want to hurt her. I pushed my toes into the sand on the shore and rocked myself into a silent hum. She was standing ( Read more... )

skipped out on sass. Watched grizzly man instead. my mind has officially been blown. Fucking timmy treadwell. what a weird dude. poop toucher ( Read more... )

All mistakes happen for a reason...Either you end up on the right path or you just fuck yourself. Lately I may be fucking myself in the long run. The really far off long run. I keep thinking about health insurance. I keep thinking about French. I keep thinking about Nathanael West and how I'd give my life lately to be read to in bed with my new ( Read more... )

Lately, my insides have been feeling like sap, mush, and cheese ( Read more... )

i keep acting the problem rather than the soloution. feeling sort of undeserving of a few things I have ( Read more... )

Kayleigh darling did you ask for something perhaps? A diary page for you to pine over. Well here it is you fucking bitch. Now try and choke it down. It's only wednesday and your medicine man only dishes out faux love until saturday night when he starts to get a little more serious ( Read more... )

I keep getting the urge to eat zoe. she just looks so cute all balled up fuzzy and i want to bite her wiggly ears ( Read more... )

today felt like years.

the fog destroyed everything tonight except the music and the very very brightest lights on the interstate. it made my stomach feel something achy it hasn't felt in a little while.

I can't ever be sure but I put my money on so lonesome i could die.

what a terribly beautiful....swallowing feeling.

I spent all day dreaming of the ( Read more... )

i just spent 125 dollars on underwear nobody will ever see. I just spent the day with a girl i love, oh my god how I love her. I just felt the way I used to feel when i was actually happy.