ahhh i quit my job!! finally haha i hated it. now to look for a new one...

i love how my friends couldn't give a shit about me.
i go out of my way for everyone, and i get nothing in return, i'm fucking done.

what is wrong with me?

i hate how i can only be semi-happy when i was with him, because without him i'm just plain morbid.

am i just a wash out phase? i feel like i'm never good enough for anyone anymore. there's always someone else out there that is just a little better than i'll ever be.

i think i'm finally getting ready to start a new part of my life, with out him.

i hope this works out well.

stay strong alexis, haha.

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i think that i officially have no true friends anymore, because the one's i thought were my true friends have their own friends and don't seem to need or want me around. i guess i just really don't matter.

I LOVE HALLOWEEN. i'm sad i didn't get to trick or treat though. +[ piccctttureesss hopefully soon.

funny how everyone wore like the same exact dress to homecoming. yeah i didn't, i got mine like a month ahead of time dumb hoez, haha. pictures coming hopefully tomorrow!!