writing this down now in case pitchfork puts theirs out and its exactly the same and i feel stupid ( Read more... )

hello livejournal! its been quite a while ( Read more... )

i have a urinary tract infection
i am about to sit on a plane for 18 hours
sometimes karma is so goddamn clever you can't even be mad at it

i have a palestinian sugar daddy
his name is ayman
he's 31
he's real cute
he's flying me to dubai
that is all

hello friends ( Read more... )

my life is a web of lies, sex, wine, revenge, fundraising, and the discovery channel
i need to quit having affairs

matthew's papa died
the funeral was today
it was fucked but i think he's ok, i hope i hope i hope i hope so
this week was just horrid
but finally i am breathing again for the first time in approx seven days and its nice
float on

sex is dumb.

like when you wake up behind the bar, trying to remember where you are, having crushed all the pretty things there but for the grace of god. go hide.

bunny did a bad bad thing and now she can't sleep. serves her right.

i had a dream last night that elvis was my boyfriend which makes me want to sleep all the time in hopes that it will repeat itself. numerous physical manifestations of my mistakes insecurities and character flaws are following me around showing up at my work and texting my phone, which very nearly resulted in a bed-in nervous breakdown situation ( Read more... )