It is absolutely heart wrenching what family can do to you ( Read more... )

Call it intuition or call it superstition, but I know where our future lies.

What's in a name? Sometimes I don't believe that my name is mine. Although, I answer when it is called, I just don't find it fitting. It's weird to think about spelling it and saying it to someone. Is my name really Shannon? God, that's so weird. Someone, a long time ago, had the power over me to give me a name that I'll be called forever, and ( Read more... )

Dependency is really weighing on me. And now, because of all of this, I'm scared. I could ruin the rest of my life. Awesome.

I cried in front of you to let you know I'm vulnerable ( Read more... )

Happy 5 months.

Thaaaat's nothin.

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR HEAD.
I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW IF THOSE MEMORIES ARE ABOUT HER.
I TRY THE BEST I FUCKING CAN TO MAKE YOU HAPPY,
ALL I WANT IS THE BEST FOR YOU, AND I HOPE THAT IT'S ME.

So this sporadic trip to Lakeland is coming along nicely ( Read more... )

Hypochondriac am I ( Read more... )

I like hearing your voice before you go to sleep and hearing you utter "I love you" in that soft, mellow tone. I love waking up to your stare some mornings, and feeling your perfectly colored hazel eyes watching me while I sleep late. I live for when you wrap your arms around me, ball one hand up into a fist, and squeeze me real tight, it assures ( Read more... )