I was just doing some pre raging to Municipal Waste, and I get like so out of breath just fucking singing my lungs out... there's no telling how I'll feel when Friday rolls around. I am going to absolutely lose my mind, I see myself passing out... haha god, I hope not ( Read more... )

haha i am at ambers. being retarded. being fat. about to dye my hair. oh my god i am freezing i cant even move my fingers. fuck. i have to piss. ummm... i think theyre ready for me. hahahah fuck we tried making cookies... well amber tried but she wasn't really good at them, her mom just goes "uuuh these look nasty" and amber goes "you look freaking ( Read more... )

when will i rise from this toss turn sleep
with nothing holding me down into this bed
bring the dirt and make it my grave
won't you do it please?
everthing is shit, i owe, i lag, i try, i fail, i hate
the pseudo love the world brings on pretty wings
it sunk my dreams at sixteen
i can't laugh, love, breath, feel, or fuck
without knowing my life is ( Read more... )

saturday night's party.


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I just woke up... and I haven't slept this late since the summer ( Read more... )

oh my god, tonight was so much fun ( Read more... )

Blacklisted in playing Hamburg, Germany in January.
Now why couldn't I have gotten to see good
bands/shows while I was over there? Fuck.

Is anyone going to Landon's tonight?
I need a ride. I'm being a cowgirl.

little jerk xxx: im just gonna spend tonight lurking guys on myspace that look like they have aids. i'm told that's what i'm into.
gabby fresh xxx: thats like a really good thing to look for in a dude.
gabby fresh xxx: being positve.
gabby fresh xxx: for the hiv ( Read more... )

Always trouble surrounding me
But I've learned from past mistakes
I've seen true hate, felt real pain
Still there's nothing that can stop me

Break me down
I will rise back up

I'll overcome

Best friends become strangers
True love it turns to hatred
Nothing you can do to me
Still something deep inside
Tells me to be free

( so thankful for my friends )

i'm in like such a good mood yet all i want to do is smash someones face in... whatever it's weird ( Read more... )