ohherotomania

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ohherotomania Jun 22, 2009 16:56

Apparently, having a car = no updating livejournal. Woops. As of late ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in a while... too busy getting eaten alive by mosquitoes, almost passing out due to lack of food/water and heat, and having orbs of love power floating around behind my head... oh, and scouring Queens at 4:30AM.

What's been going on?

I love my mind when I'm fucking you.

ohherotomania May 15, 2009 18:04

I wish I wasn't so fucking self-conscious. I wish I could open my damn mouth and let the words in my head out instead of ineffectively alluding to things. I wish I had the confidence you did when you'd drop those lines in my ears, when you'd eye me from across the room, when you'd whisper and beckon me over with a wave of your hand. Fuck feeling ( Read more... )

Some people have depth, some people just drown.

ohherotomania May 11, 2009 16:10

Fuck.

I've been silent so long I think I've forgotten how to speak.

Call someone, anyonejust to hear the sound of my own voice, just to rationalize why I do these things. I need to hear myself out loud rationalizing why it's okay, why I want it, why I'm willing to go this far. I need to hear this new voice and search deep in there for a glimpse ( Read more... )

rations, drinks, written, drugs, razors

I figure, I'll just keep writing and deleting periodically. It makes me feel better, cleansed.

ohherotomania May 02, 2009 12:37

I've deleted everything in here. It feels better.