Since my last update, I had my baby.. a wonderful little boy 6lb 7oz 18 1/2in long.. His name is Gabriel Steven DeForest.. For those who don't know, which I think everyone knows by now.. Charlie found out that I had gabe when he was 3 weeks old. Boy was he pissed, but oh well I guess that is what he gets for scaring the shyt outta me.. After 3yrs I ( Read more... )

Why is it guys call us bitches, and claim were out doing other things with other guys when were out with are girlfriends, while many of them are two faced??? I'd really like to know that.. I love it when they try to live two different lives thinking they are going to get away with it.. really they can go fuck themselfs ( Read more... )

Humm.. Not much has been going on.. I went to the doctor today.. and lost 8lbs in 2 weeks.. He says the uterous is measuring up to what it should be, but he ordered another ultrasound in a week just to make sure that everything is okay because of my unexplained weight loss.... Other then that.. Ive been so sick to my stomach and throwing everything ( Read more... )

When no one to talk to and no where else to turn.. I turn to here.. I dono why a computer.. but at least I can get out how I feel ( Read more... )

well.. another one of thoose out of no where updates.. I am 6 months pregnant, my mom does know now, she was told by my middle brother on mothers day.. damn brother couldent keep his mouth shut, but at least she knows.. its lots of stress of my shoulders.. However, I have told charlie that I didnt want to be with him and that he irritates me.. and ( Read more... )

I havent updated in about 2 months, so I thought I would... I am about 3 1/2 months pregnant according to the doc's.. Im scared to death of having another kid.. This is going to be veryy tough, especially who the daddy is.. :(.. Pretty much everyone knows.. expect my mom, im so scared, i dont know how to tell her.. I know she is going to flip right ( Read more... )

Wow.. I didnt think that I would be writing so soon.. but I ammm. I am back.. Freaking out.. stressed out.. not sure what to do.. positives and negatives race thru my mind.. Positives and negatives to the situation.. but still not sure what to do.. cant really really tell anyone.. not even on here.. But I know I am gonna go insane :(

I havent really worte in a while.. just like I never do.. So I thought that I would update.. Not very much has really been happening.. I got part of my taxes back.. woo hoo now i git to hand over the money to my brother... Anyways.. Works ok.. I dont like working as much as I doo.... its kinda a dragggggggg... but oh well.. its life.. welcome to ( Read more... )

I havent wrote in a while, so I though I would update.. I havent really been up to much other then working, and getting in the hours I can ( Read more... )

Hum.. Lately everything has been up in the air. My mom is telling me and my dad that we better find a new place to live, and she wants to sell the house, or that shes guna pay him his equity out, and we have to move out.. She said have are stuff packed in 2 weeks, and to find a new place to live.. What a nice thing to hear from your mom.. Kicking ( Read more... )