This weekend was perfect

Pictures today.

There is only one thing that could have made it better.

Well, one person.

And I miss them more than life itself.

BTW* My journal is public now.

So they can read it.

:-/ mkbyebye.

matthew

im sorry.

im sorry i came to Crestview last night.

im going to get over you.

im going to have to.

but your all i want.

all i wanted to do last night,

standing on that tower,

i wanted to jump.

i wanted you to touch me.

to hold my hand,

to hold me,

but you didn't.

im in love with you.

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matt you are everything

everything is you

you're everywhere

i cant do this.

there is not a single way i can handle this.

its 3am. i cant sleep.

why wasnt i enough

what could i have done differently

im sorry i wasnt enough

all i ever wanted was to be with you.

im in love with you

this isnt making sense

i cant stop crying

this is my fault

all of it

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Toodddaaayyyy;

I was mad sick.

I had taken not one but 2 stackers at dinner last night with Matt&HisParents.

I was up until 2. Ha.

And then I slept until 6 this morning.

I went to school,

Took 2 more stackers,

& Not only did I feel sick,

But

I was shaking, and cold, and I had goosebumbs.

So I left when Malia did and we slept until 2 ish.

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i'm blonde.

not just a tad.

but blonde.

hahahah.

she used the wrong freaking developer.

i TOLD her to use 30.

but NO.

she has to use a 40.

which had TEMP. fried my hair.

thank GOD for toner.

ha.

and then i toned it more at matts.

thank GOD for matts mom being in-love with hair products;!

mmm;

im really awake.

i shouldn't have taken the stacker this ( Read more... )

i'm becoming better friends with brittney.

she's so, well, nice. :)

we're both lonely where we are.

which for me, it doesn't make sense.

matt is amazing.

he is more than i ever wanted.

i love being with him,

but when im not with him,

i get so insecure.

all i know is,

my mom is letting me take diet pills.

:):):):):)!!!!

pretty much because she said ( Read more... )