i still exist.
more on this later.

if you're in albuquerque, you should probably go to sig's tomorrow night to see scott play.

i <3 anxiety disorders!!!

not really.

anyway.. world....  i am so excited to work a 9 day week this week!!!!!

again, not really.

guess what else? i consolidated my credit card debts into one still kind of high but not as bad monthly payment.  weeeeee.

uh.. scott's band is playing either next saturday or the saturday of the 6th (i'm pretty sure they ( Read more... )

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job update:

not only will i be doing the interior design for the albuquerque store, and potentially a second albuquerque store they might open on the west side, but yesterday the regional head designer called and asked me if i would be interested in travelling and helping to open stores around the country.
rad?
yes.

so i've been pulling this i <3 huckabees thing lately.  seriously.. i thought i was about one existential revelation away from wearing a bonnet.  then a couple nights ago i watched 'what the bleep do we know', and it seems to have snapped me back into the world.  i actually went downtown last night for non-book club or work related purposes for the ( Read more... )

umm.. so i got the job.

MY FINAL INTERVIEW FOR THAT JOB IS TODAY!!!

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I'M KIND OF FREAKING OUT.

i'm pretty sure that nothing is wrong.... so why does it feel like everything is?
jesus... i'm neurotic today.
i think this is what happens when i have caffeine in pill form.

i hate my job....... and i kind of feel like i'm going to vomit.

i need to get a life.