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scott and i have been playing the house in four hills the past couple of days because his parents went to their cabin in colorado for the fourth ( Read more... )

cross your fingers toes and whatever you can for me

i finally heard about this job i applied for to be the visual merchandise designer for furniture row of albuquerque............

and ..........

they want to set me up for my final meeting!!!!

so i got past the first two interviews with the store owner and former designer, and got the okay on my ( Read more... )

dear skin,
i haven't been able to help but notice that you've been a bit oily lately, and by 'a bit', i mean 'really damn'. since i am not planning to fry chicken on my face, i humbly request that you knock it the fuck off.
any action taken in this direction would be appareciated.
love,
the rest of me

i hate weekends because no one is at work but me, therefore no one updates but me.

i'm thinking about giving up on finding a real job and becoming a buddhist nun.
is that weird?
is it weirder that maybe i'm serious?

okay, so........ i applied for that other job.. that better, nicer, funner, beneficialer job.. and the regional manager lady did call me.... ON TUESDAY WHEN I WAS IN TRUTH OR FUCKING CONSEQUENCES!!!!!!! and now i can not get a hold of her to save my life.

come back woman.  i need a real life, and that job is the key.

i'm totally losing it.

the trip ( Read more... )

sooo tired...... party till 4
bed at 5
work at 9
didn't quite make the timing on that last one.

my head hurts........ i'm going to go nap at the conference table.

so yesterday scott showed up at the store here with a boquet of flowers, a pensive look, and intentions of taking me out to dinner. all of those things did go over well. we went and ate at church street cafe in old town, and snickered at the tourists looking at their sopapillas with their faces awash with confusion, or interviewing their waiter ( Read more... )

new rule as of last night:

scott is not allowed to drink absynth.  or ask me questions he doesn't want to hear the answers to.

i guess that is two new rules.

he is the nicest, sweetest, most caring person in the world.. but man.. last night..... a little too much drinking brought on a flash of insecurity that turned into a giant argument.  and what ( Read more... )