granted, i've only actually met you once.
and to be honest, i didn't like you then.

it's not right, what you're doing.
she likes  you.
and you're messing with her head.
that isn't fair.
she was honest with you, how difficult could it be to tell her the truth?

you'd be lucky to have a girl like her.
if you ask me, she deserves so much better.
but no one did ( Read more... )

EDIT : don't ask why this is all in caps. I don't know.

List (10) things you want to say to 10 people but know you never will.

Don't say who they are.

1.  I don't want to make things any worse. I embarrassed myself with the way I dealt with this. It's okay if you hate me, I hate myself too. And I am so, so sorry.

2. I like you. Like, really badly. But ( Read more... )

EDIT:

it's too late to lock this now.
i didn't realise how many people had seen it.
i may as well just leave it as it was.
as much as i loved having a pretty banner on here.
:)

i hate it.
i don't want things to be any different.
i don't want anybody to leave.
and i certainly don't want to be any closer to leaving here myself.
i only know that i will spend the next three weeks wishing my days away until things can be in someway normal again.
i can't do this.
i'm going to miss you so bad.

i hate growing up.

i'm so sick of it ( Read more... )

a new crush is the most peculiar feeling.
i cannot wait to see him tomorrow.
i know he'll talk to me.
i'm sure that if there's nothing more there, we will always be friends.
i like this.
it doesn't feel as if all of these feelings are hopeless.
there is hope.
for us, for the future.
i don't know who i am.
but i can see who i want to be.

moving on. just the ( Read more... )

nicked from jokeonyou

1. Anyone who looks at this entry please post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal.
2. Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper.
3. Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on.


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i've moved on ( Read more... )

it's been almost three weeks ( Read more... )

i don't recognise myself anymore ( Read more... )