i'm a loser and have no friends on my new journal..so add me please. lol

dressd_2_thrill
ADD IT!

i'm done being treated like shit..
i've put up with too much for too long.
if you don't need me in your life then i don't need you in mine.
i don't even know what i see in you anymore.
but i'm done caring this time..you have a lot of realizing to do.

new livejournal.. dressd_2_thrill
comment in if you wanna be added.

after today i will be updating in my new live journal from now on..
dressd_2_thrill
i'm too lazy to link it.

so add me if you wanna.

nothing has changed.
he still doesn't care..and i have a feeling he never will.
i can't keep putting myself through this.
it's not worth all the pain.

you're a fucking joke.
and to think that at ONE point i ACTUALLY trusted you??..wow.

it's funny when you think you know someone..but really..you have no fucking idea.it's sad when you have to hear stuff from other people because they aren't man enough to tell you the truth ( Read more... )

i am making a new lj..well i already have it i just have to fix it up and add entries to it
it's dressd_2_thrill. add me.

but anyway...this morning was awesome. woke up at 6:30..got ready for my soccer game in Dearborn...picked up maya. Played at 9:00..WE WON..and we played awesome. i was proud.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY BLAZER GIRLS.<3333 ( Read more... )

things i found from previous entries that explains sort of what i'm feeling.."i hate feeling lost, and not knowing what to do next ( Read more... )

today was good. soccer was awesome...i had a lot of fun ( Read more... )

this week has been the worst..i'm having trouble dealing with it ( Read more... )

a lot has been going on..it's been confusing me..but i'm dealing with it.

i am enjoying my time alone, and sleeping like crazy. i feel like i haven't gotten enough sleep in so long. i miss my mom. & i miss my sisters. i'm going to start making an effort to hang out with them more..we need to become a family again. i miss it. we were so fun ( Read more... )