it's weird how my life changes so drastically from one day to the next ( Read more... )

i feel ugly and incapable of being loved.

so i am still sick. I'm really stressed out. I am depressed right now, kind of hating everything about life including myself, I'm also having women time which could be part of it ( Read more... )

so today. i went to school ( Read more... )

im sick again.

i like how I freak out about stuff.

so i'm back from dallas. I had fun. I drove up there thurs morning and worked on the floor with lindsey, helped her with floor set. That store is crazy big and crowded. but it was really pretty. the drive was fine. nothing exciting to report. there are lots of attractive people in dallas. Roger was trying to convince me to go work there. the staff ( Read more... )

cliff notes version of my day ( Read more... )

random thought.

do you ever think what your last words on this earth will be?
and what you want them to be and what you hope they aren't.
I want to remember this thought.

welp. here we are. here I am. sitting her on the couch once more with this computer on my lap. something i find myself doing often. I sometimes long for the times when I was liberated from modern technology, but I guess during those times I was still stuck to the couch only instead staring at the tv and endless hours of family guy. there once was a ( Read more... )