its weird i dont feel older, in fact i still feel like im 14, but im 20, it makes me realize how fast time is going by, which is making me think that i feel older???!?!?!

its weird

so it goes

i dont know what to buy my guatemalan for christmas, any ideas?

I need to get shit done, get my act together, stop screwing around, and so on. I need money, more than I have now. I dont feel good enough without it. I'm engaged, and I'm scared, I'm afraid that I will not be able to provide well enough, or provide any happiness what-so-ever

I had a dream that played out sort of like a game, i had to rescue someone from an unknown evil, and there were other people trying for the same thing, but only i succeded, it was a pretty creepy and realistic dream as well, i knew a few people in it

loud noises bug me, as does darkeness, I think its because it blocks out that sense, and it scares me ( Read more... )

holy hormones batman, calm yourself down a little

I had the idea today that I am done taking shit from anybody, even myself. I may be more of a dick to people now but oh well, they probably deserve it. I am not even in a bad mood, just tired of it.

I hate myself, seriously sometimes. Good things happen, really good things, and then my mind apparently thinks its a good idea to ruin everything for me. i just get in really bad easily upset moods, and then my mind thinks to much and makes me cry about everything good that is happening. I just get really self conscious and worried about ( Read more... )

I stepped in dead bird yesterday, no not "on", I stepped "in".

disgusting

I was in a good mood on sunday! but i think it caught up with me, i am in that mood today now, dang it