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the CBEST was EZ!! the hardest thing was parking off in the mist and my wrist killing me...it feels good to take a long standardized test once in a while, though...it evokes the treasured moments of public school rat racing...about the writing part...i used to be able to pull prosaic stuff out of my ass a lot easier...it's like a piercing...yep... ( Read more... )

i titled that last entry C at BEST for a reason...taking the CBEST this weekend... the sample test I took was harrowing, at least the math was... if i don't become a teacher, i will have to re-un-learn fraction and decimal arithmetic...

uum. after snooping around in some journals...and not going to bed until wee, screen-lit hours.... i felt snowed into a drift...i have let myself be disconnected from so many things and people in the past 31 years...i guess it is a reaction to the world/US consumer culture... there's no excuse, and every thing is an excuse and none of it matters ( Read more... )

i saw the interview with diane sawyer and whitney...i was touched...she reminded me of my cousin megan, the only one to outdo my brother and i in the drug-taking department in our generation of wolfes...it was difficult to watch...i am so self conscious about my judgement of the behavior of addicts... i know i shouldn't pretend to know what whitney ( Read more... )

priceline.com has upped the frustration ante this year...alls i want for xmas is a $250. plane ticket to NYC...the fuckers told me they couldn't find a $200 on and i should "raise" my "offer"...so i did and, although you can keep clicking to check whether they did the job instead of having to wait 24 hours and give them a 10-digit number...and you ( Read more... )

yes...we are on! Big, grateful shout out to J and J for the access -- now i can talk to myself out in the open!!!! no more suddenly pretending to be chewing when i make eye contact -- no more eye contact! it is a bit strange...now that i am here, i am blocking like an un-stretched balloon animal balloon...i suppose i should also thank doogie ( Read more... )