it really annoys me how sarah and kim at work are so prejudiced towards foreigners. when i first started they said they had loads of apps for the jobs, but that a lot of them they didn't even call for an interview; they said they looked through them and decided they "couldn't have anyone foreign because they've got to answer the phone and ( Read more... )

if there's one thing i regret, it's not taking the time to document this. it's not writing about every feeling i ever felt and every time i ever saw him. it's not taking pictures from the first moment we met, and not saving memories like the piece of paper he left for me with his number on. it's chucking that piece of paper out because i 'didn't ( Read more... )

today!! mark came into my shop unexpectedly. first time evereverEVER that i'd randomly seen him in public. i guess to most people this is really stupid, but to me it's a big deal. eee! i couldn't stop smiling all day afterward.

jellyfish facts:

1/   they have been around for over 650million years, meaning they outdate dinosaurs.

2/   they live for only a couple of weeks.

3/  a jellyfish's body is 99% water.

4/   they have no brain, blood, eyes or heart.

5/  they go through several different stages in their life cycle and the 'medusa' (the form you usually associate with ( Read more... )

sometimes i truly do feel like nothing is even worth it. i hope that when (if) i get into university, it will change my life for the better. everyone keeps telling me it will and that i'll have the time of my life, but i mean.. people say that about college. "everyone's in the same boat". and that was bollocks, really. it doesn't seem like anyone ( Read more... )

last night a guy i had been (subtly) eyeing up actually, for the first time in my life, spoke to me.

..to say, 'are you sure you're old enough to be in here?'.  SCORE.

i am not my usual self, of late. i am.. happy. sortof. happier than usual. content? is probably the word. i seem to be busy most days and it's not quite a life, it's not quite social, but it keeps me going. work is really good, me and sarah are like normal friends now and i've left scholl for good. i have finished all my film coursework (whether it ( Read more... )

ooh. i've been busy busy recently. lots of university open days and stuff. well.. i went to see kingston a couple of weeks ago. it was quite nice, but it wasn't as nice as i expected.. basically just a few buildings on a street. which isn't really the kind of uni setting i wanted. bank holiday i worked till 4 and then went to mk, it was pretty nice ( Read more... )

I am writing in resignation of my position as Sunday sales assistant at Scholl Retail, due to having been offered more hours at my other job, which is both closer to home and easier to get to. I am willing to work a notice perioid of up to two weeks following this letter.

which is all i really need to say, right? but on an A4 piece of paper it's ( Read more... )

so. i haven't posted here properly for quite a time, it seems.

my cousin laura had a baby. joshua. 7lb or thereabouts. cute i'm sure, he has blonde hair apparantly. but i had an argument with my mum the day we were going to go down there and she left without me. which i'm actually not really bothered about, apart from the fact i missed southampton ( Read more... )