You know, forget the whole god damn thing. It's obvious that you don't care about me. It's clear that I'm just another in a string of boys that you were fucking until jake got home. Josh, Mark, Me, whatever, we're all the same expendable piece of validation that you needed to feel good about yourself ( Read more... )

If you cared about me you'd tell him that I'm worth making space and time for ( Read more... )

I thought I meant something to you. I thought when we decided not to break up on Thursday that it meant you wanted to have a serious relationship with me. But then Jake shows up and suddenly it doesn't matter if I've lost my god damn leg, because he's only here for two weeks and you have to "figure this thing out" and while that's going on you don' ( Read more... )

Someone please call me and invite to do something!! PLEASE!! this is a standing order...
~ADAM
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Yo, anyone who reads this journal should also check out my other blog on Myspace cause I post a whoooole lot more stuff on there. check it out @ Myspace.
~ADAM

FUUUUUCK... I just realized I'm going to end up exactly like BHT. I'm growing a beard and starting to drink to avoid my problems and everything. I'm even considering leaving portland for a while... sound familiar?
~ADAM

I miss looking at the stars and getting the feeling that there were lots of exciting adventures in my future and that I could do anything I wanted. Now I look at them and just feel alone and insignificant. Does anyone want to drive to central oregon and look at the stars with me sometime?
~ADAM

Wow, this thing is spooky accurate. I freaks me out the way all of this superstitious stuff generally turns out to be true.
http://www.crushcalculator.com/cc.cgi?id=1097099981abt
~ADAM

I'm such a bad person.

It's funny the how if you do anything all day it's no longer fun... even the most fun thing ever... working on bikes. this is especially true when there's something else you'd rather be doing... or someONE else you'd rather be SEEING.
~ADAM