dearest journal ( Read more... )

i'm so happy to still have a boyfriend.
especially one that does everything he
can to stay with me.

life is rough ( Read more... )

i love how despite how helpless you feel/you are you always pull through.

my boyfriend ( Read more... )

i've finally came to the conclusion ( Read more... )

I often see myself lost; I see myself confused; I see myself bewildered ( Read more... )

Yesterday ( Read more... )

lol. i had a psychiatrist appointment at 1 30 ( Read more... )

Dismorning I woke up in a daze. Afraid to feel my own skin. Afraid that the hairs standing up all along my body would frighten me. I never knew what to call this. I never knew a word to associate with these histrionics ( Read more... )