Nothing ever changes. Why bother pretending that it does?

black is my life, and i no longer wish for the daylight.

sit silent and wait for the end.

break of approx 10 months

today i looked after my sister, cousin and a dog called rusty. i also drank copious amounts of my aunty's pepsi with a twist and i've never liked pepsi but it is so good. i was meant to do lots of work but instead sat in front of trash tv; i did read some more of 'hard work' though. about to go back to the flat and do some more washing and drying ( Read more... )

i'm at my parents at the moment, spending some time with them whilst adam is out for his friend's 18th. i didn't feel like going out tonight; i didn't get to sleep until five-ish this morning. but i had a big lie-in and adam called in sick to work and i made him dinner then we moved the living room furniture around. we get our new bed tomorrow ( Read more... )

it's early and yes i'm up and online. i've actually been up since 7ish since adam has to get up early for work, then i got a lift home with him and his brother. today i have a training day 10:30-3:30 which will be overly boring and a waste of my precious time usually spent doing sweet fuckall, ho-hum. but me and celia are going to watch rancid ( Read more... )

adam's work decided he has to go work in london today until friday night. i was pissed off, he was pissed off. i came back from the gig last night and got to his house around three am and we didn't fall asleep until around four. woke up at half seven and clung to him not wanting him to go away. it's only two days and seems pathetic but i can't ( Read more... )

i went to look at another flat this afternoon. it's quaint in a way with a little kitchen area in the living room, a small--ish bedroom but with a built-in wadrobe and a good bathroom with a shower and a bath. the living room has a huge bay window which i can just imagine having my chair in. there's a also a fireplace which made me so happy and the ( Read more... )

my 5 thoughts for the day ( Read more... )